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Team mate

March 5, 2015 Leave a comment

人说:不怕神一样的对手,就怕猪一样的队友。

如果给你选,你会宁愿选猪一样的队友,还是贱队友?

我两者都碰过了。

前者其实还好,虽然会拖累你迟下班,但她至少尽心尽力,和你同进退,做list也一起做完才回家。

贱队友呢?只会带着一张嘴在cons Reg 前面装着自己做了一大堆,但在人后,连最基本的trace changes都做不好,还要我帮他cover 屁眼。TMD! 然后list也不作就跑回家了!

深呼吸!

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Categories: crap, Medicine, Rants

Midyear recollection

March 4, 2015 Leave a comment

Not literally mid-year now, but I have officially completed half of my housemanship job/training. 6 month down the line, if everything goes on smoothly, I will turn MO in Sept 2015.

To me, it is more of mind-blowing rather than exciting. It feels like I have not growing much since I started surgical posting. Not only it seems that I remained stagnant, I do think I am deteriorating in terms of medical knowledge and critical thinking when it comes to managing patient on my own.

No doubt I am still working everyday and pick up skills to survive HO-ship fine. But I found myself complaining and whining too much about work and life. I have stopped exercising, stopped blogging, stopped doing things I used to enjoy such as cooking and photographing.

To be honest, yes, life as a surgical HO is tough and lifeless. It takes away part of me, the part of me who is eager for knowledge and new information, the part of me who is hungry for improvement.

Reading this post about life as an A&E senior registrar, picture-like memory flashed back and reminded me the days during my 5th year A&E posting, and how enjoyable working and learning under Dr Khodabucos. He must be so disappointed if he found out my current state. Be it Paeds or A&E, this shouldn’t be what I am doing.

Time for some changes. No matter how much I hated GS, I should push myself through and learn something everyday. Take a thing at a time and live a day at a time. (quote valerie)

Hope it really happens this time and doesn’t die off so quickly.

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