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Diagnose me pls!

June 25, 2012 2 comments

Satiety centre not stimulated: Constantly feeling hungry, even after meal. I think I can eat non-stop if there is no consideration of money issue, or if there is free flow supply of food.

Constantly feeling low when I am at home. Low energy level, low mood, not even feel like running anymore. Having difficulty to concentrate on my work, getting frustrated and restless easily.

I do feel better when i see people, which corresponds to my worsening of symptoms in the evening and at night when I am at home.

Probable Dx?

haizzzz…..

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Loads of reasons to be emo…

June 24, 2012 2 comments

心情郁闷荡到谷底。。。

1) Sat in front of the computer for the whole day just for my Audit’s scientific report paper. Stuck in the result part not too sure what should I do and how should I analyse the data collected. Quite stressed up as the deadline is on Friday. And I haven’t started on my reflective log. My tutor made it sounded so easy but it is freaking hard! =(

Was getting more and more frustrated as I progressed. Zzzzz…. and the result she stated in the abstract was different from the data i collected! O_o

2) An online novel which I have been following closely recently is coming to an end. I will have nothing to look forward to next time. Shyt!

3) My favourite Chinese gymnast Jiang Yuyuan 江钰源 didn’t get chosen into the London Olympic 2012 China representative team, just because the coaches wanted to let Hekexin who is only good in uneven bar to try to strike the gold medal, but it would put the whole team in risk as they will have no room to make mistakes in vault when Jiang Yuyuan is not chosen. :( Sad…

4) Everything is just coming down together, wanted to get my favourite B&J half-priced ice-cream from Nisa to soothen my emo-ness, and found out the promotion is over yesterday. :(((( double emo…

haiz… let’s sleep it off… zzzzz

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她们回来了

June 24, 2012 Leave a comment

还记得,在中学那段青涩岁月里,陪伴了我和同窗走过了无数日子的歌曲,

曾经,我和老友们每天都要守在收音机前,边做功课边听她们的歌,哼哼唱唱,分享歌词,还一起为收到她们的专辑而欣喜若狂。

曾经,她们从中文乐坛消失了一段时间,各自发展,各自成长,

还有的在为意外伤病做绝对努力的抗争,

终于在第23届台湾金曲奖上,她们重新合体了,她们复活了。

谢谢你们,S.H.E.,陪伴我们走过的酸甜苦辣。

在她们合唱部分的音乐一下,感性的眼泪就几乎快夺眶而出了,呵呵!太想念她们了。。。

SHE 金曲奖表演

12年,叹光阴。。。

June 11, 2012 Leave a comment

朋友圈,面子书上。

最近好不热闹。

大家都忙着结婚。

似乎是有一阵热潮。

几年前,还是医学院的菜鸟,和自己同期的同学(虽说比自己大一岁)都相继毕业,成为社会新鲜人的一分子。

几年过去了,这些朋友开始在自己的事业上熬出头,多少都有了一点成就。有的甚至已经买车买房,准备成家立室。我,是个默默无闻的医学生。

几年过去了,又另一群朋友,结婚了。尤其是最近看到当年的同窗,曾是青涩害羞连在大庭广众下牵手都不敢,却又是每天甜如蜜沉溺在爱河的小情侣,现在都披上嫁衣,和当年的好友厮守终身。很为他们开心,感动之余;我,还是那个默默无闻的医学生。

几年过去了,那些被我看着长大的学弟学妹,也纷纷披上毕业袍,戴上四方帽,骄傲的挽着父母的手,同窗的肩,为他们人生的另一个里程碑留下纪念。我,依然是那个默默无闻的医学生。

就升大四了,就要24了。

曾经在一个12年前,那年我12岁。比同窗多了一年优势的我,想着自己在多一轮的光阴之后会有什么样的成就?稳定的工作?稳定的收入?成家立室?生儿育女?

以上皆非。

人生啊,究竟有多少个12年呢?

就快24了,似乎依然一事无成。对不起爸妈啊。。。

“  又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终於来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱著她 ”

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