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October 29, 2010 2 comments

“Hey which uni did you get?”

“University of Leeds”

“Oh Congrats!! Is this your 1st choice?”

” =.= 12th…”

“ooo…”

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No one will understand.

If I rant to someone who didn’t really get the choice they want, I am considered luckier than many of them. So I should feel thankful, and keep my mouth shut.

If I rant to someone who got their top few choice, they will not understand how I feel…

So?

I just couldn’t get over it. I have been telling myself time over time that I should get it over and concentrate on studies, since Summative and EOS5 are just around the corner.

BUT!!

I just can’t help but feeling sad and, I just can’t explain the feeling.

It’s not that University of Leeds is not good. It’s not that I don’t like University of Leeds. Everyone ranks each university for a reason. Of course we prefer certain unis, and that’s why we rank them higher. If not what is the purpose of ranking?

Looking at people congratulating each other for getting their top choices, the feeling is inexpressible. Complicated…

Can I just get over it???

 

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一公升的眼泪 One Litre of Tears

October 24, 2010 Leave a comment

其实之前已经看过了。前几天突然心血来潮,想再拿它来激发自己的斗志,所以又再次重温那“辛酸的浪漫”

今天并不想写review,因为会花很长时间。所以就简单的说几个重点。

我其实不常看连续剧,也没有特别的偏好。但我之所以喜欢日剧,有几个原因。

1) 剧情扣人心弦,紧凑不拖泥带水

2) 背景音乐与剧情的完美配搭

最快的故事背景简介:主角亚也(Aya)患上了先天性脊髓小脑萎缩症 (Spinocerebellar Degeneration).一种会逐步夺去行动及说话能力,直到身体机能完全停止的不治之症.

脊髓小脑萎缩症,是一种由小脑,脑干,脊髓等神经器官逐渐萎缩的疾病.病因至今不明.患者会由不能正常的使用筷子、容易跌倒等症状开始,隨着病情的惡化,逐渐变得不能行走和不能执笔书写,最终发展到不能说话及需要长期卧床,患者最终会小脑萎缩而死亡。但这完全不会影响大脑正常的机能及智力。总之,患者能清楚知道身体逐渐变得不能活动的事实。就意义上来说,这是一种非常残酷的疾病。亞也就这样在身体状况持续变坏但意识上沒有任何变化的现实矛盾中生存。

下面链接的是其中一段催泪片段。说的是主角的大妹妹亚湖(Ako) 在发现弟弟弘树(Hiroku) 对亚也的病情感到羞耻时,对弘树大发雷霆的训斥。亚湖之前总是处处针对亚也,也常觉得父母偏袒亚也,因此也造成她与亚也的关系没那么融洽。但当他知道了亚也的病情之后,同时也深深被亚也开朗,不向病魔低头的个性感动。所以其善良的本性也渐渐展露无疑。(背景音乐很棒)

还有一段,我觉得比上面那段催泪。说的是亚也病情已经恶化。一天晚上在医院想要拨电给妈妈,听听她的声音。可是不管怎么试,手指就是不听使唤。当她无助地向妈妈求救,说“什么都没有了,我能做的事,什么都没有了。。。” omg… 太催泪了。。

因为没法找到在同一段的,所以分开来了。像直接看那段的话,请看第一段影片的3:46秒开始。。。

亚也的母亲真的很伟大。看着自己的女儿被病魔摧残,自己心如刀割,但在女儿面前却总是展现出最坚强的一面来鼓励女儿,让她更有力量与病魔抗争到底。真的,令人动容。。。

考完时候后有时间再来写篇完整的介绍和观后感。。。这次纯粹是想激励一下自己,看看别人多辛苦都能走下去,所以,考试没什么大不了的。。。

加油!!!!!

最后送上催泪主题曲,K~Only Human. (加上剧情片段)

跌倒了又有什么关系?还可以在站起来!

Med Sch Life is Sad #7 ~ Special service

October 16, 2010 Leave a comment

Everyone will somehow, anyhow in certain point of their lives, face stress…

Everyone seeks different paths in releasing stress.

Some go for singing, yelling, exercising, net-surfing, chatting, sleeping, eating, doing nothing, day-dreaming… etc

Some will go for special service.

What sort of special service???

 

For confidentiality purposes, I mosaic-ed her number. Cos she was kinda harassed lately…

eh wait! Thought the number is supposed to be shown for special service

Medical school shortens my lifespan for 10 years…

October 16, 2010 Leave a comment

Seriously… Seriously!!!

Just the countdown itself is enough to kill 1098029489201904 brain cells. Not mentioning the amount of study load.

=.=

26 days to Sem 5 summative, 40 days to EOS 5…

PBL, IMS, hospital visit, MSK, CNS, SEM3 SEM4 (CVS, Respi, Haemato, GI, Endo, Repro, Renal)…

These make our lives more miserable wonderful…

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WTH!!

October 9, 2010 Leave a comment

This VT memang VT

Crazy!!!!

This VT really causing ppl having VT… as in Ventricular Tachycardia… =.=

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