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December 19, 2009 Leave a comment

I know I’m not supposed to be here, supposed to be mugging like all the other human beings in my batch. (Do not want to give any other nomenclature for them as other creatures. So I conclude that Im weirdo.)

8 days more to EOS 3. Now I understand how “put yourself in other ppl’s shoe” felt. No jokes, no fun.

And I freaking found out that there are still alot of stuff which I do not know. Or more precisely, I have studied but have forgotten as well.

It’s sucks.

And tell ya, when one is not so knowledgeable, one tends to have low self-esteem, low self-confidence. And hence one will tend to be more sensitive towards certain issues, and might be more irritable. It’s not the matter of being emo or not, one just couldn’t help. Therefore it comes to the time putting oneself in the other’s shoe. It’s not easy, unless one understands the feeling, or else one will never know why one gets emotionally overwhelmed.

So people, it’s not that I want to keep everything to myself. Not everything can be explained. I was talking about myself. I take longer time to absorb than you do. It is not the same. So stop talking crap which you might find it as jokes yet it hurts. And yea, some said they just want me to be myself. So? Be myself? And then? Will it make much difference? No, I don’t think so. Perhaps I will feel even better, even easier to be more insignificant, which I have used to be. Yea….

Ok, enough crap.

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owhhh

December 14, 2009 Leave a comment

Life’s sucks.

Especially the torturing 1.5 month EOS3 preparation study break. And now, there is less than 2 weeks left. ARGHHH!!! The stress level has shot up to no where, exceeded the tabulation chart already. :(

Hence all sorts of craving started to pop out in my mind, Sushi Zanmai, Chilis, McDonald’s etc… (Never tried Chilis before though…) Or anything out of here. I just freaking want to get rid of this sucky life. Anything out of Vista Komanwel and IMU Bukit Jalil campus. Urghh…

But you know, life is cruel. Most of the time you couldn’t get what you really want.

So I just discovered a way to stimulate my satiety centre whilst at the same time, inhibit my feeding centre. Which is, Brushing Teeth!!!!!!!

Amazingly, this is better than Amphetamine, Sibutramine, or Orlistat… XD

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Perfectly Imperfect

December 9, 2009 Leave a comment

Do you love your loved ones because they are perfect?
Or because they are perfectly imperfect?

Check out Yasmin Ahmad‘s latest advert for MCYS…  A worth watching one.   (I think it was out for quite some time already.)

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说谎

December 9, 2009 Leave a comment
我没有说谎 我何必说谎 
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装 
我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘 
笑是真的不是我逞强

我没有说谎 我何必说谎 
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘 
我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴 
但我竟然有些不习惯 

我没有说谎 我何必说谎 
爱一个人 没爱到难道就会怎麼样 
别说我说谎 人生已经如此地艰难 
有些事情 就不要拆穿 

我没有说谎 是爱情说谎 
它带你来 骗我说渴望的有可能有希望 
我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘 
我的心事请你就遗忘
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Updates….

December 7, 2009 Leave a comment

– World AIDS day Roadshow outreach 2009 was held at Wangsa Walk Mall, 5th and 6th Dec 2009. I took part on the 2nd day, which was yesterday, from 8am till 8pm. Waiting for pictures to be uploaded from the juniors. It was tiring, but fun.

– Cockroaches have never appeared in our house before. But last night I was awaken by my housemates, as there was one in Premi’s room. And just now I killed another one in the bathroom. Is it because of the weather? Or it means there are already plenty somewhere in a corner?

– Borrowed a book from library. Flipped to one page and I was seriously *gasped*. 6 pieces of 50 Ringgit Malaysia notes were inside. There the battle between angel and devil started. Eventually the angel won. Luckily the patron’s details were accessible from librarians, (Brain Chan Mun Fai) and luckily Justin knew him. So the money RM300 was safely returned to its owner. =)

– Today realised that I could be very happy as well, while nobody was around me, and I studying alone in the library. Okay to easily conclude it, I enjoyed studying alone in library without other disturbance. Today was kinda productive. So, keep it up!!! Aza aza fighting!! Less than 3 weeks to EOS 3~~

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Someone’s feedback towards before it was screened. Please read if you can…

December 4, 2009 Leave a comment

萊塢有一部新片《2012》,預計10月全球上映,頗有未演先轟動的聲勢。

在網上了它的預告片:冰山快速融化,洪水淹沒陸地;地殼崩塌陷落,城市剩下一堆瓦礫;海嘯狂捲陸地,地球一片澤國。

這是世界末日的景象,時間就在2012年。

嘩!世界末日就在3年後,來得太快了吧!

有人計劃3年後娶妻生子,有人要在3年後升官發財,有人準備3年後改朝換代,有人3年後主辦奧運會……。

如果3年後地球毀滅,那甚麼都不用想,甚麼都不用做了。

為甚麼是在2012年?電影倒是引經據典。

根據洲馬雅人的預言,地球的壽命共有5個太陽紀,而目前已經是第5個太陽紀。

第5太陽紀始於馬雅紀元3113年,歷經馬雅大週期5125年後,走向最終點。屆時,太陽將會消失,地球發生搖晃的大劇變,終至毀滅。

以現今西曆對照這個終結日子,就是在公元2012年12月22日。

無獨有偶,中國唐代預言《推背圖》第52象出現“乾坤再造在角亢”一句。“角亢”是傳統上的東方青龍七宿,寓指龍年(2012年);“乾坤再造”可以解釋是世界末日。

可能是巧合,也許是穿鑿附會,或是迷信。

不管怎樣,美國太空總署(NASA)的衛星探測資料,今年夏天北極的海冰量只有4年前的一半。

NASA氣候學家茲瓦利說,“以這種速度,到了2012年夏末,北冰洋將幾乎完全無冰”。

迷信與科學,只在一線之間。

其實,打出2012世界末日的小說和電影很多(年前也有一部《2012世界末日》的B級片)。不過,之前沒有這麼多的天災,所以,類似的預言和故事沒有引起世人擔心。

如今,舉凡地震、海嘯、颱風、沙塵暴、乾旱,不斷侵襲,彷如末日景象;連許多不在乎環保論的人們,也紛紛關注這些現象,為地球前景而開始鬱卒。

不管是3年,30年,或是300年,人類這麼消耗地球,好自為之。

相不相信2012之外,我個人的預言是:《2012》必定大賣。

假設馬雅人是對的,一些悲觀的科學家也是對的,那麼,地球末日是2012年,全人類的壽命還剩下3年。

這倒是很公平。不管年、年輕,富有、貧窮,麗、平凡,聰明、一般;大家的結局竟然是一樣的。

上帝真可愛,開這麼一個玩笑!

萊塢大片《2012》預告了世界末日,它還說,美國政府早已知道這個秘密;但是,卻一直隱瞞;否則,世界會提前陷入混亂。

預知死亡,可能是殘酷的折磨。

想一想死囚心理,一切都已經無望,只能等待死亡一步步逼近,這種煎熬,或許比死亡本身還要痛苦。

人類會無法接受而精神崩潰,社會也會失序混亂。

這是一種反應,但是,也可能有另一種反應。

當末日來臨,人生所追求的許多目標,都已經不再重要。

銀行的存款,多或少都無所謂:李嘉誠家產百億元,用得著嗎!

身上的債務,多少都不用愁了:大耳窿和銀行大概都不會追上門了。

身體的病痛,沒那麼嚴重了:只有時間差別,結局還是一樣。

升職加薪,毫無意義;仇人相見,也不用分外眼紅。

到時候,又會怎麼面對這個結局?

這讓想起一個真實故事。

1985年,一架日航飛機載了524人,從東京飛往大阪。

45分鐘後,飛機爆炸,在空中盤旋了5分鐘,才告墜毀。

這5分鐘內,機上乘客都知道必定無疑,他們在想些甚麼?又能做些甚麼?

搜索隊伍後來在墜毀現場发现兩張字條,顯然是兩位乘客的遺言。

一張寫著:“我的3個孩子,你們要好好照顧母親,飛機正在往下衝,沒有希望了。我這一生很愉快,謝謝大家。”

另一張更扼要:“智子,好好照顧我們的孩子!”

原來,生命的最後一刻,可以是關懷心愛的人,而不是在乎自己即將逝去;剩餘的5分鐘,不是哀怨,而是感恩。

生命的終結,可以是溫情,而非恐怖。

5分鐘或是3年,可以反映人們如何待生命。

馬雅人是否準確?科學家是否過於悲觀?預言家是否危言聳聽?

只有上帝知道,或許美國總統也知道。

如果只有3年,人類想一想,其實可以從中得到很多啟發,包括重新思考生命意義,好好對待別人,也好好對待地球。

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Toilet Roll asked me…

December 4, 2009 Leave a comment

Is it true that,

When we like someone until certain degree, we would start noticing all sorts of flaws and bad points of the person?

Can it be attributed to better knowing and better observation? Or it’s purely imputed to the 1st party’s wish?

hmmm…

*ponder ponder*

I couldn’t give an answer.

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